Hi. I'm back here after awhile.
Couple of things are not the same in my life.
Brother moved out.
My grandma passed away at 102.
I love her so much. I can't seem to be within my capacity to do enough for her.
BTO application failed last year and went for it again this month. Super low chances.
Bitcoin is "suffering". It is at a low support level now - benchmark is around the time Trump got elected end-2024. Might mean something, might not. The big policy is still on the table in the US, I think. I'm not selling anything with what I've put in for the treasuries.
It's CNY's eve now. 4 days break from work I guess.
Got to do some reading and additional reflection. I've been clearing my thoughts for a long time now - it seems to work and help me to focus on things that matter. Even though when circumstances continue to simply affect my momentum.
This is like - a hundred wins may prove something but a single failure could bring one down into a net-zero game. I've had this feeling multiple times. Be that as it comes, it gets easier through the notion of right living.
Reminds me of the poignant story of Future Trunks and also Future Gohan in DBZ.
